(1/4/2025 6:48PM): missed my morning estrogen dose, so now i'm doubling up to 4 pills at once right now under my tongue to catch up. i am now 4x the girl i was this morning.
(1/3/2025 7:11PM): its really weird seeing people constantly make the distinction of cis men and trans men when they say "all men suck." i really don't like how we keep up the narrative that trans men/women are not just men/women. maybe it comes from an honest place, but i think its still incredibly dangerous.
(1/3/2025 6:56PM): honestly can't tell with some people if they call me abbey and refer to me as a girl as a performative act, or if they really believe it. i hate that i even have to wonder this.
(1/2/2025 9:25PM): music is really frustrating to get a full understanding of when actually trying to apply what you learn to an actual song you're trying to make. making my first song feels so far away because i just cannot shake the feeling that i have no good base to work off of.
(1/1/2025 6:34PM): milk is a weird word. milk.
(1/1/2025 4:52PM): i love when dryers don't do the thing they are literally designed to do.
(1/1/2025 2:32PM): i think the shit that metallica gets for the black album is proof that men don't like feeling emotion and change.
(1/1/2025 12:00AM): happy new year
(12/31/2024 8:22PM): why the FUCK are we setting off fireworks at 8 when we have a whole FOUR HOURS till the new year??? god people are so dumb.
(12/31/2024 7:30PM): people who get in my way at work and look at me as if i'm the one in their way are the worst. i'm literally being paid to be in the way, you aren't. lick my taint about it.
(12/31/2024 10:35AM): abbey2k1.xyz is finally active! my website has a domain name and i love it so much. now it feels like i'm running a real website :3
(12/30/2024 9:10PM): the world with paul mccartney will be better than the world without him. what a fantastic musician, gosh.
(12/30/2024 12:01AM): commanders to the playoffs yippeeeeeee
(12/29/2024 8:14PM): carrie underwood makes one (1) good song and she makes this dogshit intro for sunday night football. what a shame.
(12/29/2024 6:28PM): i've been a lot more lazy today than i wanted to be, but thats mainly cause i only slept like 3 hours last night before work at 6AM. work went fine but i took a three hour nap a little while after getting home and my brain is dead lmao. might make some music stuff here soon to try and make the day a little but more productive.
(12/28/2024 8:49PM): garbage time on youtube is proof that australians are the funniest fuckin people ever lmao.
(12/28/2024 7:22PM): i need to stop using twitter for porn because every third post is someone's shitty opinion discourse i didn't ask to see. everything is fucked, but twitter has all the good videos on it of the niche-ish stuff i'm into. the world is cruel to pretty girls like me i suppose.
(12/28/2024 6:49PM): gifcities is a miracle and must be protected at all costs. donate to the internet archive today.
(12/28/2024 9:33AM): god there is really no better feeling in the morning than taking a massive piss immediately after getting out of bed.
(12/27/2024 6:23PM): i wish slide phones were still a thing. i remember having my dad's old samsung rant and loving it, including the built in voice memo feature. phones nowadays do mostly the same shit in a different shell, i miss when phones were devices that i could have fun with. yeah i can get apps n stuff on my current one and watch 2K/4K content at full resolution, but i am just less and less interested in that shit these days. i wanna have a phone that's functional but fun as well. i kinda miss the blackberry days honestly. physical keyboards are the shit.
(12/27/2024 5:33PM): if my parents are that disappointed in me being trans, they'd REALLY hate learning what a therian is.
(12/27/2024 4:29PM): i can't believe there are professional places in the world that will explicitly mention "girldick." i'm all for dismantling professional, unnecessary language that only makes things more confusing, but that is so blatant that its comical to me.
(12/27/2024 3:15PM): poopoo peepee
(12/26/2024 11:12PM): does anyone even set their ringtones anymore? i can't even remember the last time i tried to change mine to anything that wasn't already default on my phone. i feel like we are well past the ringtone generation.
(12/26/2024 8:58PM): steely dan is probably one of the greatest recorded music projects of all time. and i say project specifically because to call them a "band" is a bit misleading. steely dan was only ever two guys for the longest time, walter becker and donald fagen. and that of course changed when walter passed away. but all other "members" were all incredibly talented session musicians who made their mark with beautifully laid down tracks. steely dan hardly has a terrible song as far as pure sonic quality goes. that's also why i say they are the best "recorded" music project of all time, to emphasize that they're technical mastery of the editing console and ear for musicianship is the thing that made them the best of their generation. i don't think any group can boast a better sound than steely dan in that era. all of this to say, steely dan fucking rules.
(12/26/2024 2:38PM): i farted